These reflections treat Christ's parable of the tares not as apocalyptic prophecy but as a precise description of the inner life — the coexistence, within a single person, of what nourishes and what destroys. This is a psychological reading that owes something to Maurice Nicoll's esoteric framework but moves beyond it into territory that belongs to no church, no system, and no comfortable resolution. It is written for those who suspect that the most dangerous enemy is never external.
First reading
Jeremiah 14:17-22
Therefore you shall say this word unto them; Let mine eyes run down with tears night and day, and let them not cease: for the virgin daughter of my people is broken with a great breach, with a very grievous blow.
If I go forth into the field, then behold the slain with the sword! and if I enter into the city, then behold them that are sick with famine! yea, both the prophet and the priest go about into a land that they know not.
Have you utterly rejected Judah? hath your soul lothed Zion? why have you smitten us, and there is no healing for us? we looked for peace, and there is no good; and for the time of healing, and behold trouble!
We acknowledge, O LORD, our wickedness, and the iniquity of our fathers: for we have sinned against you.
Do not abhor us, for your name’s sake, do not disgrace the throne of your glory: remember, break not your covenant with us.
Are there any among the vanities of the Gentiles that can cause rain? or can the heavens give showers?
are not you he, O LORD our God? therefore we will wait upon you: for you have made all these things.
Gospel
Matthew 13:36-43
Then Jesus sent the multitude away, and went into the house: and his disciples came unto him, saying, Declare unto us the parable of the tares of the field.
He answered and said unto them, He that sows the good seed is the Son of man;
The field is the world; the good seed are the children of the kingdom; but the tares are the children of the wicked one;
The enemy that sowed them is the devil; the harvest is the end of the world; and the reapers are the angels.
As therefore the tares are gathered and burned in the fire; so shall it be in the end of this world.
The Son of man shall send forth his angels, and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that offend, and them which do iniquity;
And shall cast them into a furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth.
Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.
— Interpretation —
The readings appointed for today, July 28th, place two texts side by side that appear, on the surface, to address entirely different situations. Jeremiah weeps over a ruined nation; Christ explains a parable about wheat and weeds growing together in a field. But if we listen with the inner ear — if we refuse the merely historical and the merely futuristic — these two readings begin to speak about a single, intimate catastrophe: the state of a human being who has not yet distinguished, within himself, what is wheat from what is tare.
Let us begin with Christ’s explanation. He says: The field is the world. And most commentators stop there, satisfied. The field is the world — meaning the external world, the great theatre of history, where good people and bad people live side by side until some final cosmic sorting. But this reading, however orthodox, misses something essential. The Greek word here is kosmos, and in the language of esoteric teaching, the kosmos includes everything that constitutes a person’s inner world — his thoughts, his desires, his private imaginings, the whole vast territory of his psychological life. Each of us is a field. Each of us contains both sowings.
This is the first thing to understand: the tares are not other people. The tares are in you. They grow in the same soil as the wheat. They look, for a long time, almost identical. In the early stages of growth, wheat and darnel — the weed Christ almost certainly refers to — are virtually indistinguishable. Only when they fruit does the difference become visible. And this is an exact description of what happens in the inner life. A man has genuine insights, real moments of conscience, authentic movements toward something higher. But growing right alongside these, in the very same conditions, nourished by the very same attention, are imitations — vanity dressed as humility, self-love wearing the mask of spiritual aspiration, resentment calling itself righteous anger. They are sown, Christ says, while men sleep. That is: they enter us precisely when we are unconscious, mechanical, unaware. No one sows tares in himself deliberately. They arrive in the darkness of his inattention.
Now consider what Christ says next, and notice how strange it is. The servants ask: Shall we pull them up? And the master says: No. Let both grow together until the harvest. This instruction is deeply counterintuitive. Surely we should root out what is false in ourselves immediately, violently, the moment we detect it? But Christ says no. And the reason he gives is remarkable: Lest while you gather up the tares, you root up also the wheat with them. The roots are entangled. In our present state of understanding, we cannot always tell which is which. A premature, violent attempt to purify ourselves — to rip out everything we judge to be wrong — may destroy the very thing that is growing toward the light. How many people, in a frenzy of self-correction, have killed something tender in themselves? How many have become harsh, rigid, spiritually barren through an excess of self-judgment?
The harvest, Christ says, comes at the end of the age — and this phrase, synteleia tou aionos, means not merely the end of historical time but the completion of a level of development. It is when understanding has ripened, when a person can finally see clearly, that the separation becomes possible. The angels — which in this interior reading are higher influences, moments of genuine clarity sent from above the level of ordinary thought — perform the sorting. Not the anxious, sleep-walking self. Not the personality with its frantic need to be good.
And here Jeremiah enters, as if from another door into the same room. We looked for peace, and there is no good; and for the time of healing, and behold trouble. This is the cry of someone who has begun to see the tares in himself and is devastated. The virgin daughter is broken — something innocent, something that once seemed whole, has been shattered by the recognition of inner division. Both the prophet and the priest go about into a land that they know not. Even the highest functions of understanding find themselves in unfamiliar territory when a person first confronts the depth of his own mechanicality.
But Jeremiah does not end in despair. He ends with waiting. We will wait upon you: for you have made all these things. This is not passivity. This is the active patience Christ describes — the willingness to let both grow together, to endure the tension of inner contradiction without premature resolution, trusting that a harvest will come that we ourselves cannot force.
Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun. Not the self-righteous. Not those who tore out everything and left bare earth. The righteous — those in whom the wheat was allowed to ripen.
Who has ears to hear, let him hear.
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Scripture: King James Version
